"That's all we are - just stories. We only exist by how people remember us, by the stories we make of our lives. Without those stories, we'd just fade away."
When you fall in love, it is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake, and then it subsides.
And when it subsides, you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots are become so entwined together that it is inconceivable
that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the desire to mate every second of the day.
It is not lying awake at night imagining that he is kissing every part of your body. No... don't blush. I am telling you some truths. For that is just being in love;
which any of us can convince ourselves we are. Love itself is what is left over, when being in love has burned away...
I've decided that I shall not conceal and I shall speak the truth from now on (well, almost). My name is Mingmun and i'm a girl.
I hope you're good at maths, I turn eighteen next year, but i'm already feeling the weight of the world. Yes, it isn't what we fathom to be. I heart life.
If you call me a bitch, then go ahead. Cause you are probably hundred percent more of a bitch than me.
Wanna know more?Check out my previous webpage and look up on my old posts and stuffs.
So yea, I ain't perfect but I'm unique, so live with it. Ma vie, mon amour
Past
-We love to reminisce about the old times
AFTER I HAVE ANNIHILATED MY EXAMS:
♥ Go to Singapore
♥ Go on a shopping spree
♥ Movie Marathon with friends
♥ Take friends to eat the spiciest food {PS. I cried} I have ever tasted (: this should be fun
♥ Bungee Jumping
♥ Learn a new language ♥ Go swimming and play sports with friends
thirtyfour.
Monday, 30 April 2012 at 22:01
Eight days till I reach the apocalypse of my life. The time that has been wasted all year round on things other than studies is coming right back at me point blank. This always happens. Exams draw closer. I panic. I regret not studying. I promise I will study hard forever and ever. And just one distraction. Promise broken. Gahh, my mind is such a retardation. It just never learns does it. Maybe if I do unacceptably badly for my AS exam, I will finally establish that last minute studying for something like A levels is just not possible. You know, I have been studying for the past month really intensely. Until two humans talked to me about my studies where the words that were spoken gave out these demotivating and distinct derogatory tones which is so pissing off. And now I'm losing all hope in my exams and I don't know what to do.
I'm reminiscing all the times when I didn't even need to study for my maths exam. How easy life was for young me. Gosh, I remember the first time I rode an elevator by myself. How freaked out I was. And and and my first roller coaster ride! Going to my friend's place every single day. I MISS THAT. And oh dayum, all those freaky moments I have shared with Michelle. From when we had to chase a lizard out of our hotel room, to going all ninja because we saw a rat running around in her bedroom. Jeez, someone invent a time machine already. It's amazing how much we have changed over this period of time. I love teenage life, but sometimes I just want to take a break from it all.
I am really considering taking a gap year where I can figure myself out, expose myself to the real world, get a job maybe? Learn a new language? I don't know. I really want to though. Also, twinning has crossed my mind. I feel like I will regret choosing this pathway in the future, but I truly don't feel like leaving to Australia just yet. But things change, so we'll see :)
Ooooh yes. I forgot. Today my friends and I went out for lunch! [again]. The restaurants next to college are just getting SO boring. So we went to Publika where the food is just a gazillion times better. I felt like such a third wheel though. My friends, all in relationships. And me, just sitting there like a cornflake. Don't ask me why a cornflake because that was just the first word that popped into my obfuscated mind. And then! After college, the Forever Alone God did not fail me once again and put me in another situation where had to sit there studying whilst my friends were cuddling in my face. They are so cute but seriously. Thirdz wheelingz iz notz nice.
Anyways pushing all the pessimism of exams aside, my studying went pretty well today! I finally understand Statistics and no I'm not lying guys. I really honest to God get it this time! Well, no point complaining about exams anymore. It's inevitable and it's coming, fast. That sounded wrong.
