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When you fall in love, it is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake, and then it subsides. And when it subsides, you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots are become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the desire to mate every second of the day. It is not lying awake at night imagining that he is kissing every part of your body. No... don't blush. I am telling you some truths. For that is just being in love; which any of us can convince ourselves we are. Love itself is what is left over, when being in love has burned away...
When you fall in love, it is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake, and then it subsides. And when it subsides, you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots are become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the desire to mate every second of the day. It is not lying awake at night imagining that he is kissing every part of your body. No... don't blush. I am telling you some truths. For that is just being in love; which any of us can convince ourselves we are. Love itself is what is left over, when being in love has burned away...
I've decided that I shall not conceal and I shall speak the truth from now on (well, almost). My name is Mingmun and i'm a girl. I hope you're good at maths, I turn eighteen next year, but i'm already feeling the weight of the world. Yes, it isn't what we fathom to be. I heart life. If you call me a bitch, then go ahead. Cause you are probably hundred percent more of a bitch than me. Wanna know more? Check out my previous webpage and look up on my old posts and stuffs. So yea, I ain't perfect but I'm unique, so live with it.
Ma vie, mon amour
Past
-We love to reminisce about the old times
AFTER I HAVE ANNIHILATED MY EXAMS:
♥ Movie Marathon with friends
♥ Take friends to eat the spiciest food {PS. I cried} I have ever tasted (: this should be fun
♥ Bungee Jumping
♥ Learn a new language
fourty.
Sunday 13 May 2012 at 20:36
Hey guys :) It's mother's day today! And if you take a look outside, the sky is beautiful :) An amazing day to start the day off. Below is the view from the balcony of my house. This is one of those days where I just cannot stop appreciating the place i live (cause you see, I love the city).
Anyways, I just wanted to say I love you mummy and thank you for being there for me in times of trouble and just everything I do. Thank you for raising me up in the way you did and for teaching me right from wrong. You have not only been a good mother but my best friend as well :) I just don't know how you do it. Through all the rough times that we have been through, thank you for keeping that smile on your face and always staying strong for the family. I LOVE YOU MUMMY!
P.S Your food is delicious. DON'T STOP COOKING! :D :D Because I haven't tasted anything better than your food.
Ming.L
thirtynine.
Thursday 10 May 2012 at 00:40
I have officially survived two AS papers: Mathematics 13 and Chemistry 12! (man, i make it sound as if I have finished all my exams).
Maths was so pissing off though ): I went into the examination hall all confident and the second I sat down my body decides to go all haywire. So what happens is, I start sniffing like an insane person and I just can't stop! Resulting in my inability to concentrate on my paper! Man the only thing I can do is hope that I get tons & tons & tons of method marks. Now I have got to study really really hard for Stats so that I can up my marks.
I freaking hate stats. There are so many weird ass symbols and numbers, it is like they are having a party on my paper. You know what I don't even know what goes on, on that piece of sheet. Dudes, the chance that my job will even involve dealing with probabilities, permutations, combinations and using the freaking Normal distribution graph is like one to a gazillion. And whats up with that whole throwing the dice probability shitson. It is so unnecessary I can't even-
Teehee sorry for the explosion :) But seriously! What a bad start to my exams! D: Oh yeah, I just realized that I can't spell unnecessary. LOL. Thankyou autocorrect :3 Why am I taking English Literature again?
Anyways, putting Maths and my English aside, I took my Chemistry paper today which went .. well I don't know. It wasn't so bad, but I have already established the careless mistakes that I had made :( But its okay! Like I said before, I'm happy about how far I've come! I need to keep reminding myself that or else I will become such an emo butt. Anyways, hopefully, this summer, the grade threshold will be super super low.
Thirteen days till my next exam! "13", unlucky number? Meh, I don't believe any of that shit. (I probably just jinxed myself).
Ming.L
thirtyeight.
Monday 7 May 2012 at 20:36
I am going to make this blog post real short and simple as I have my AS Maths exam tomorrow. Man it is so stressful. I am going to go all out studying for Maths tonight and I shall try getting a 100 for it as my Statistics paper ain't good at all. To Get an A for Maths I probably will need a high A in P1 and maybe a low B in P6. I know I can do it. I am so highly determined to prove all those people wrong. [T'will be so funny if I fail everything lololol]
Also, I just created an account on Last.fm. I suggest you people get it as well :) It's really awesome. It basically uses this programme called "Scrobbler" to create a a profile of our musical taste and records the songs/tracks we listen to, on our musical library.
http://www.last.fm/user/miingliimx
http://www.last.fm/user/miingliimx
I feel like I really should write a short prayer for my Maths exam tomorrow:
Lord, please help me to focus on my work tonight, and please help me to take all the information I have learnt today and apply them well for the exam tomorrow. Give me the confidence that I need, and Lord, I pray for your guiding hand and your knowledge throughout the paper. God, seat of divine wisdom, enlighten me. Amen :)
For some reason, that made me feel better. Anyways, good luck to everyone sitting the Pure Mathematics Paper tomorrow :)
Ming.L
thirtyseven.
Sunday 6 May 2012 at 17:16
Man, life has been so atypically mundane and monotonous and therefore here I am typing a blog entry as compensation for studying since 1pm. It's 5pm right now by the way :P Just saying. 2 more days till my first AS exam. , I don't think I've been this hardworking in my life. I am such a lazy butt D: That's going to change man. That's going to change! Something that I realized was that every time I feel like I can't do something, I just give up which is such a bad quality I have. You know what, tenacity shall be a word that I will live upon starting now.
The day has been passing by so so so quickly. I've been sleeping and waking up so late these days which isn't exactly the best way to start off AS exams. There is just so much to remember judging that I only started to really try to understand Chemistry 3 months ago or so. But to be completely honest, I am pretty happy how far I came with it. A few months ago, I got F's in chemistry and with my state of mind back then, I thought that there was no way in hell I would be able to be where I am right now. I mean, I'm not good at it, but I am definitely getting there.
Oh yeah, the other day I updated my iPhone and all my contacts, messages, photos and everything else on my phone got wiped out completely! rejanbkjuosbgsnsureoa and the only thing I retrieved were my contacts which was life saving for me. You know, I am really starting to highly dislike the iPhone and my service provider. Both of them, together creates some sort of phone that I can't use at all. My messages never sends out as there is hardly any service any where I go, my phone doesn't allow me to call people for some reason and don't even get me started on the extent to which my phone lags. You know what, I am like the epitome of unluckiness. This hardly happens to people. Like for example yesterday, I accidentally ate something that was expired which I only acknowledged after a while. But Thank God I didn't eat it all (My goodness, I give the weirdest examples).
Ugh, I feel like I am always blogging about despondent and useless things. And therefore this paragraph is dedicated to my statement of how this disconsolate state of mind I have going on here will probably end after I have annihilated AS. That is all :P (Damn, I really like exaggerating my emotions) Teeheeee.
Ming.L
thirtysix.
Tuesday 1 May 2012 at 18:27
*Aravind, Amir, Chamilka and I about to start our lunch buffet*
Me: We all gotta eat lots alright!
Aravind: Yeah of course, everyone here has a high metabolism rate anyways.
*Everyone turns their head with our eyes on Amir*
*Awkward Silence*
Amir: WHY IS EVERYONE STARING AT ME?!
AWKS.
thirtyfive.
at 17:59
Today, productivity has increased by 100%. Judging from the way I have been slacking over the weekend, I am quite grateful that Aaron dropped by to have a study sesh with me. Whilst our attempts to overcome our hatred towards Chemistry SAQ questions failed, it resulted in doing lots of Biology worksheets. Thank God for that really. I have only been attempting Chemistry questions all week that I haven't gotten the time to touch Maths or Biology or any other subject. Now I feel like having a cold, iced drink with my aircond on full blast with music playing in the background. Those are like the optimum conditions for high productivity [for me at least].
Speaking of studies, I recently realized how much I love Taylors. It might be because of the people, or the college but the whole package is just .. I don't know. My mom told me so many times how she regrets taking me out of GIS and I constantly tell her not to worry because I love it here :) Upon leaving GIS that has been my rock since I was four, I feel like I have learnt so much . And I really think that changing my environment and taking me out of my comfort zone really exposed me to so many things. I know it may sound like I am exaggerating my "change" or whatever but it was more of a mental change and how I percieve things now. But regardless of how much I love my college, there is one unsettling thing that I will always resent: How it is like the north pole in the compound. Someone needs to do something about that. Except for yesterday! Weather was amazing [I love how college is starting to have weather forecasts]. I did not feel a drift or draft of cold air, and it was heaven people. Heaven.
And also, I love how Andy and Amir did not keep their promise about not playing LoL until exams are over. Guys, our exams have not even commenced yet and you are playing every night :O The level of self control you people have are unbelievably low. Despite my constant desperation to click on that little red man, at least I have that tolerance against it. Its like antibody resistance! I'm able to survive the exposure of the antibodies! Oh sh*t, which means I'm the virus. Oh the applications of Biology.
I just realized that all my blog posts revolve around my studies and college which just amplifies what my life has become. Shitsonnnnnnn.
Ming.L
thirtyfour.
Monday 30 April 2012 at 22:01
Eight days till I reach the apocalypse of my life. The time that has been wasted all year round on things other than studies is coming right back at me point blank. This always happens. Exams draw closer. I panic. I regret not studying. I promise I will study hard forever and ever. And just one distraction. Promise broken. Gahh, my mind is such a retardation. It just never learns does it. Maybe if I do unacceptably badly for my AS exam, I will finally establish that last minute studying for something like A levels is just not possible. You know, I have been studying for the past month really intensely. Until two humans talked to me about my studies where the words that were spoken gave out these demotivating and distinct derogatory tones which is so pissing off. And now I'm losing all hope in my exams and I don't know what to do.
I'm reminiscing all the times when I didn't even need to study for my maths exam. How easy life was for young me. Gosh, I remember the first time I rode an elevator by myself. How freaked out I was. And and and my first roller coaster ride! Going to my friend's place every single day. I MISS THAT. And oh dayum, all those freaky moments I have shared with Michelle. From when we had to chase a lizard out of our hotel room, to going all ninja because we saw a rat running around in her bedroom. Jeez, someone invent a time machine already. It's amazing how much we have changed over this period of time. I love teenage life, but sometimes I just want to take a break from it all.
I am really considering taking a gap year where I can figure myself out, expose myself to the real world, get a job maybe? Learn a new language? I don't know. I really want to though. Also, twinning has crossed my mind. I feel like I will regret choosing this pathway in the future, but I truly don't feel like leaving to Australia just yet. But things change, so we'll see :)
Ooooh yes. I forgot. Today my friends and I went out for lunch! [again]. The restaurants next to college are just getting SO boring. So we went to Publika where the food is just a gazillion times better. I felt like such a third wheel though. My friends, all in relationships. And me, just sitting there like a cornflake. Don't ask me why a cornflake because that was just the first word that popped into my obfuscated mind. And then! After college, the Forever Alone God did not fail me once again and put me in another situation where had to sit there studying whilst my friends were cuddling in my face. They are so cute but seriously. Thirdz wheelingz iz notz nice.
Anyways pushing all the pessimism of exams aside, my studying went pretty well today! I finally understand Statistics and no I'm not lying guys. I really honest to God get it this time! Well, no point complaining about exams anymore. It's inevitable and it's coming, fast. That sounded wrong.
Ming.L